Wednesday, May 27, 2009


i got in yesterday for a small un-fill (have i blogged about this yet?) so now i'm at 8.0ccs. the PA took out 0.5ccs. i could swear i blogged about this already. oh, well.

ate a whole piece of chicken and some rice for dinner last night. it was heavenly.

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

sweet, sweet relief

school's over and i have been SO TIGHT. even without that stress. i saw the therapist today, who happened to be seeing patients at the surgery center (affiliated and all). i asked to get snuck in for a small un-fill. i had to see the PA instead of a real doc, but i thought an unfill was routine enough. i had 8.5 ccs and asked to take out 0.5 ccs (the amount of my last fill 4 weeks ago). i gained 0.2lbs. according to their scale today, i weighed 331.8 and last time i weighed 331.6. four weeks. 

i have another appt (my original next appt) in two weeks. here's hoping i lose some damn weight. i am going to be working out again now that school is over. starting tomorrow! 

Monday, May 18, 2009



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Sunday, May 17, 2009

vom city

ugh. got out of class early, but was dying for some food! 

got home, ate a few chips and salsa. voms. felt better. ate a few bites of taquito. stuck. vom. 

just one of those days, i guess.


Yeah I'm eating a lot. Yeah it's all crap. Yeah I'm taking an insane
class for seven days. Yeah I feel horrible. No I haven't weighed
myself. Yes, b/c I think it's bad.

Tried to eat tuna salad and lettuce at lunch. Two bites then stuck. No
voms. Fiber bar mid-afternoon, no prob. 3/4 bag chips 90 mins later
and slimey but not gonna vom. FML.

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Thursday, May 14, 2009

i'll be back

going through a crazy time with a week-long summer class. it's really intense. 

ohai, eating like a cow? missed you.

Sunday, May 10, 2009


330.0 this morning. OMG.

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Friday, May 8, 2009


last final done (last night). i'm officially on summer break.

and i've been eating like a cow this week. i feel horrible. as soon as this weekend is through, i'm back on track. i need a little down time before i get serious again. i'm still really wound up.

Wednesday, May 6, 2009

i'm alive

in the middle of finals week. be back soon.

Sunday, May 3, 2009


I weighed in this morning..

323.0!! That's a 2.6 loss since yesterday. I've met my milestone of
60 and just zoomed right past it to -62lbs!

I'm thrilled, but worried a bit about this fill. There are so many
variables right now that are preventing me from running back to the
surgeon for a small un-fill. My period, stress over finals week, and
some weather issues all have me wound up. Plus this fill is new, and
all new fills are supertight in the beginning.

If I'm still throwing up as often as I am (almost every day) by the
end of the week, I'll call the doc.

But for now..

I'm gonna enjoy this high!


True Life: I'm Uncomfortable With My New Body

Wow. Just.. wow

Still watching it, but there's a 21-year-old boy that had Lap Band!
and they showed him getting an unfill and then a fill!

Lap Band! ON MTV!

We're mainstream, people!

oh, come ON

studying all day with my study buddy, here at my house. drank iced
coffee until after 2pm (wasn't hungry). ate about a half piece of
chicken (tiny pieces, slowly) and was fine.

around 7-ish we picked up sushi. i ate half a shrimp dumpling (the
thinnest wonton wrappers you'll ever see - practically no dough
whatsoever) and one small piece of spicy tuna roll. i was sick for

i kept going back and forth to the bathroom while my poor study buddy
patiently waited. she knows about my surgery, but it was horrible. i
started throwing up white foam after a while! crazy. if this continues
i may need a small unfill, but i'm not making any decisions about that
for a few more days, at least.

ate a little ice cream a few minutes ago. i feel better.

Saturday, May 2, 2009


I lost 2lbs yesterday. I am now at 325.6

Just 0.6 away from my ever-elusive next milestone of 60lbs lost! woot

Friday, May 1, 2009


i'm done. 

gurgly gurgly

couple bites of a lean cuisine (why, roasted turkey breast with mashed and gravy, thanks for askin!)  and i'm a gurgly mess.

gurgle gurgle. should i quit now.. i'm not technically hungry anymore. just uncomfortable. gurgle, gurgle.

weighed in this am

and i've been exactly - to the tenth - the same weight for three days now. odd. i'm usually always up/down. oh, and how fabulous is this: i have finals this week and next and i got my period (RIGHT ON TIME!) yesterday. fab. u. lous.

had an easier time eating last night. able to eat almost a cup of turkey taco meat, a handful of chips, and a few cups of popcorn. hope the tightness isn't loosening up :(