I would REALLY like

to eat a meal. Half a meal, even. Just some fricken food! Two bites of
catfish. CATFISH! Mushy, soft fish. Sick. AGAIN.

I'm super stressed right now. This is my last week at my job. I'm
quitting b/c of the bar exam and finals are coming up within the next
two weeks and I'm not even remotely prepared. So apparently this means
I can't eat.

Life at 9.25.. sometimes wide open, other times.. sealed shut

I'm still sick today! Threw up my few sips of protein shake this
morning and was gross and grumbly all morning. I had some applesauce
late this afternoon, and attempted a granola bar. I kept it down, but
boy is my tummy angry :(

Vommmmmms

I ate a few bites of turkey taco meat, shredded lettuce, salsa, and
guac and I've been sick for over two hours. Annoying.

Weekly weigh-in

321.4

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my port

I'm feeling some port pain today.. maybe pain is too strong of a word.. I'm feeling port soreness today. 

annoyed

ugh.. case of the two-bite voms last night. got sick for a couple of hours. today, I was hungry. ate some applesauce, a few pieces of popcorn, then a few bites of a very soft tuna on rye. sick! that was three and a half hours ago and my stomach is STILL a mess. I've stopped puking but the tea I'm drinking is just sort of sitting there. and I'm hungry! annooooyyyyinnnng. 

Ugh!

I'm fricking STARVING this morning. It's not even 10am!! Eating some hummus and cukes. 

Weekly weigh-in

320.2

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life at 9.25

haven't been hungry ALL DAY!

Weekly weigh in

321.2! I lost over three pounds this week!

I got another fill on Wednesday so now I'm back to 9.25cc. That's
where I was when I couldn't swallow my own spit. See what happens!

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So today

A coworker stops me in the hall and says, "I just want you to know, I really admire you for the way you've tackled your weight loss." She said I looked good and that it's noticeable.

Yea!

Weekly weigh-in

was 325.2 today.. a loss of 0.8. amazinnnnnnnnnnnnnnnng. sarc sarc sarc.

Weekly weigh-in...

...was 326.0 this week. Bastards! Up two-point-something but it's 'bout that time.. and I'm feeling very.. ugh.

Printed some info about the Couch-to-5K program. Gonna give it a shot! 3 workouts a week. I can handle, yes/yes?